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My willingness to believe in things is uncanny.
Hope is something I long for in every situation, in every corner of my messy life.

I think everything happens for a reason, whether that reason be because there's a set plan by the works of God or if it's just fate.
Everyone makes choices and has made them to take them and bring them to where they are in their lives today, there's no doubt in my mind about that, I hope there's not in yours.

So I suppose the ultimate question is, where do you want to end up? Where are you going and who do you want to be?

The short, quick answer is, I have no idea. I have places and dreams and hope for the people I want in it, but that's not necessarily where it's going.
I have a wandering mind, a wandering soul, an unquenchable imagination and curiosity. I know what I might want, but that doesn't mean that I am going to get it.

But you get what you put out, in a manner of speaking. Just because you want to be the next president doesn't mean you're going to be by sitting on your couch thinking about it, it takes work and dedication.

(mostly I'm just rambling here, don't mind me)

I guess I'm saying this to remind myself of what needs to be done. To be confident about my actions, to do what I need to to create the life that I want.
A reminder that things aren't always easy, but the work it takes will be worth it in the end.

I may not know exactly what my future holds, but I can try to shape it in the way that I want.
I'm starting on my journey to being better. Being a better me is a good start.
I want to be more myself and that's the first step to the rest of my life, right? I think so.

Confidence, honesty, trust, respect, love, hope, life. It may sound silly, but that's what it's all about.
Throw in a dash (maybe a heaping cup) of adventure and a sprinkle of spontaneity and I'm set.

Life is good if you make it that way and I have a feeling it will be, no matter what.
Be who you are and live life accordingly.
Just a reminder.

It's a relief to feel this way since my life has been a ridiculous mess of emotions lately. Cheers!

Halloween 2014

This year was an interesting year for Halloween. I have been in a great spot and being at a new job with people who like to have fun, just makes things so much better.

I dressed up as a mermaid for work (a simple and not slutty one) with scaled leggings and a purple top.

It was so awesome seeing the creativity and excitement people had at work for the Halloween holiday. So much good food and lots of fun talking to people throughout the day.

Nighttime was a bit different. One of my best friends got ready, this time as simple black cats and we went to meet her sister in law (also a black cat) out at a bar for a Halloween party where we planned to dance the night away, which we did.

I forgot they were having a psychic there to do readings and talk to you, until she walked up to us and told us to come talk to her, she proceeded to tell me there was a lot of good coming to me in my future..

So when we were all finally there we went over to talk to her where she told me to start out and make three wishes but to tell her only two. The ones I told her were that I wish to travel the world and I wish to eventually get married.

From there, she told me that I would travel a lot in my lifetime, which already is amazing because I want to incredibly bad.

Then she told me that I should stay at my current job because it is very good for me and will be promising for the future, which made me happy to hear.

Last, she told me I would be meeting my soulmate in the new future, probably before the new year.. Which I don't know if I entirely believe but I guess I'll have to wait and see since it's coming soon.

She also ended by saying that I will be in good health and that I'm going on the right path in my life, which just made me feel awesome.

That in itself was probably the thing I wanted to hear most, knowing that I'm going in the right direction is amazing, I took the steps to get there and it's working out so far! 

Both of my friends then talked to her as well and we danced the night away, having a great night despite the creepy and touchy-feely guys that were also there. 

I was happy with how this Halloween turned out. Much better than previous ones.

Hope everyone else had a great holiday. 

More to come!